Joe-knee

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 07:58:07 GMT

guessssss who's back?!
Thanks to mace in the face...."dood so when are you coming back from eastern washington? not that i care, because i dont, in fact i hope you never come back"...haha is that good for you know what?

"Our Town" by thorton wilder

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 06:23:20 GMT

It's that time of year again!!!!!
My play opens tomorrow the 18th of november, it is at 7 o clock and it costs 7 dollars. It will also be on friday and saturday at 7, then on sunday it will be at 2. So yeah.....cool beans.

mae, mo, bee, are you coming on sunday?

We had dress rehearsal and i am majorly tired and emotional....but who isn't after a performance. I got all my crappy stuff out tonight and tomorrow it will be bliss.

ps, i like how my last entry was like 1/2 a year ago......*ugly laugh* (heh heheh heh heh) suck it.

Sat, 03 Apr 2004 06:34:56 GMT

so the long awaited spring break is here!
It actually came really early for me this year...
i just have to get through 7 hours of work tomorrow than i am free for a whole week! off of work and school, now that strikes my fancy.
There is going to be a major movie night, i am truly excited.
i need to memorize a lot of things though....my shakespeare monologue, my colababy monologue and all my lines for the play.

i have had two innteresting dreams lately. I really enjoy dreams, but sometimes they make you sad because sometimes they are so beautiful that you want to live in them but you cant.
I think that that is just a preview of what heaven will be like, but obviously it is going to be a MILLION times better, we wont even be able to measure how much greater heaven is. i am excited to go.
i also like controlling my dreams, i think i am going to go do that right now.

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 05:13:48 GMT

MAN!!!!
You guys, my play opens on march 11th and runs thru the 14th. You HAVE to see, i have a bigger part than my last two plays, i am like a supporting actress, it is the bomb!

I really dont like that i am a jealous person. I never really saw my self as much of an envious person but lately i have seen that i get really jealous over my friend......i dont want him to like anyone the same way he likes me, when he does it makes me feel less important and then i get that crazy sad mad gross feeling when he talks about other girls i am like "dood NOT cool, your in love with her arent you, why dont you just marry her?"
WHY AM I LIKE THAT?
i have no right whatsoever to feel that way....but i still do.

DOOD, not all of my stories are made up

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 08:18:02 GMT

EVERYONE,

go to the fighitng jacks website, click on tour journal, then click on pictures. There you will find a picture of me with them and a cake, its awesome!

Sat, 10 Jan 2004 07:56:01 GMT

tomorrow night i lose my heart

i work all day tomorrow and then go straight o the show, man oh man, how am i going to do the bum load of homework i have?
oh well, it will get done.

i went to church tonight.
i invited megan, caitlin, steve and micheal jo.
we had a good time.
the service was AWESOME.
MY church has turn tables, beat THAT.
James is a good book, deal with it.

the birthday cd ailsa made me

Wed, 07 Jan 2004 11:11:36 GMT

so i have had three extra days off school.....and i still need to memorize my lines.
too bad yeah, fighting jacks are coming THIS saturday, i think i will vomit out of excitement. I can't wait to harass them, in a good way.
things are moving along so quickly and slowly at the same time, Jesus has an awesome way of clearing things up! Gotta give the man upstairs big props, peace out papa bear.

40 days

Sun, 12 Oct 2003 03:10:38 GMT

To: Ailsa, Macy, Talyor, Morgan, Sarah

Hey, I have Monday off.....so who's house are we going to have our meeting at and what time, we need to set aside like 2 hours....so I think we should start it at 5:30??? Let me know what you think. Because I know that's dinner time.

40 Days of Purpose

Sat, 27 Sep 2003 17:35:38 GMT

i need everyone to let me know if they can do this for SURE. Tomorrow we are getting the books for the program so i need to know how many books to order.

As far as the day we are going to do it, that is still up to us. Let me know what days during this week are good for you. For me, I have monday and tuesday off, but i still have play practice those days. Saturday i only work from 12-3 so i can come out after 3. If you want to do it another day let me know, i won't be able to come out to tacoma but if you guys could come out here it will make more days available. i am siked!!! So let me know tonight if oyu can do it, because i need to know by sunday!!! =)

Thu, 25 Sep 2003 23:42:05 GMT

i am tired, i ran 4 miles today, which i know isn't THAT much, but i ran pretty much the whole thing, i walked a little but not much. I think I am going to take a nap, even though that just means i won't be able to sleep tonight. Oh well.

Would anyone be interested in doing 40 days of purpose with me? If you don't know what it is,ask me and i'll fill you in.

so tomorrow is the day i say "i do"

Wed, 03 Sep 2003 04:54:30 GMT

so....tomorrow....how you doin?

so i am starting to get into soty i have only heard a little but so far, i like. I am finally getting to see my grandpa (my dad's dad). It's going to be awesome, i get to miss a day of school..go me. I am really worried though because rally is around the same time so i have to ask for like 6 days off, that's insane..oh well God has an amazing way of working everything out. Goodnight....

what's this ?...oh i am doing the captain jack sparrow move, how do you like that?

Mon, 11 Aug 2003 07:24:28 GMT

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: joanie
-- Birth date: 03-24-87
-- Birthplace: t-town
-- Current Location: PEW -allup
-- Eye Color: blue
-- Hair Color: dark brown
-- Height: around 5'3 1/2"
-- Righty or Lefty: SOUTHPAW all the way.
-- Zodiac Sign: aries.

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: irish,welch,scottish,german,french, and a wee bit armenian.
-- The shoes you wore today: gazelles.
-- Your fears: hurting people.
-- Your perfect pizza: pinapple and cheese.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: bring a grip of people to the Lord.

LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: prolly "jk"
-- Your thoughts first waking up: did i really wake up in the middle of the night and pee in the garbage.
-- Your best physical feature: my earlobes.
-- Your bedtime: whenever i feel like it.
-- Your most missed memory: hanging out with the band.

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke, although i am a dr.pepper fiend.
-- McDonald's or Burger King: BURGER KING!! i like to use the onion rings as wedding rings.
-- Single or group dates: both.
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas.
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: grandma's tea.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate, like the movie,only without the accent,
-- Cappuccino or coffee: neither.

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: no
-- Cuss: ehh, sometimes.
-- Sing: oui.
-- Take a shower everyday: usually.
-- Have a crush(es): no, although there are always going to be those "people" who you can see yourself with, but crushes....no.
-- Do you think you've been in love:nope.
-- Want to go to college: si.
-- Like(d) high school: yes. I have always liked school.
-- Want to get married: yes, "i do" get it?haha.
-- Believe in yourself: yes.
-- Get motion sickness: certain cars can do me in.
-- Think you're attractive: to me,...yeah.
-- Think you're a health freak: no.
-- Get along with your parent(s): i don't really have any parents to get along with. My mom is far away, and my aunt and uncle believe we get along, and we do to some extent, but you guys know how they are.
-- Like thunderstorms: yes, they remind me of how powerful God truly is.
-- Play an instrument: a little bass, but my true calling has always been the triangle.
LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Made Out: no
-- Gone on a date: no
-- Gone to the mall: yeah
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
-- Eaten sushi: nope
-- Been on stage: sorta
-- Been dumped: no.
-- Gone skating: nope
-- Made homemade cookies: no ,but my aunt did to lure my friend, it was scary.
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: nope
-- Stolen anything: nooo

LAYER SEVEN:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: "sex" like sars said it is not as bad as it sounds.
-- If so, was it mixed company: once or twice.
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no.
-- Been caught "doing something": nooope
-- Been called a tease: no
-- Gotten beaten up: well, when i was training to be a boxer i took a few hits, but other than that nahhh.
-- Shoplifted: when i was little i stole a candybar.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: to some extent everyone has.

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: when i am in love.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: i'd like to have 2-4 kids. I thought it would be funny if i had four boys, to name them matthew, mark, luke, and john. but i don't know how well that would go over with my husband, afterall he's going to have a say in it too!
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: with the right guy.
-- How do you want to die: i don't want to die, i want the Lord to come before that happens.
-- Where you want to go to college: in a school.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: happy.
-- What country would you most like to visit: all of europe. RUSSIA!!! boo dish lee ti moya moshem?

LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color?: all eyes are beautiful.
-- Best hair color? whatever
-- Short or long hair: it depends on how long "long" is, i mean, i don't want to be able to laso things with his hair....then again.....
-- Height: taller than me.
-- Best weight: whatever they are
-- Best articles of clothing: i like hoodies. Who am i kidding i love the knee high sock.
-- Best first date location: doing something useful.
-- Best first kiss location: WEDDING DAY. haha...jk.

Tue, 29 Jul 2003 18:32:10 GMT

"im shavin my shoulders
i'm gettin it all shaved off"

new mexico is far....
-mae
if you read this, i love you. i have always loved you. bo dish le tei moya moshem?

Thu, 13 Mar 2003 06:48:42 GMT

God is powerful
By the grace of God
elizabeth smart has been found!
Thanks be to God.

"make them laugh it comes so easy when it comes to the part that your breaking my heart"

Sun, 02 Feb 2003 08:34:38 GMT

Donny Darko
Quite possibly the best movie I have seen all year.
I just got back from Morgan's and we watched it.
Man, so good.

I want to be like Amelie and take pictures with my cute boyfriend too.
I am with Morgan and Laura on this one.
Only not.
I haven't talked about me and my stance on relationships lately so here goes.

I want a boy who loves the Lord more than life itself or me for that matter.

I want a boy as cute as Danny Darko.

I want a boy who is smart, but not THAT much smarter than me. I don't like feeling stupid.

I want a boy to build forts with out of the kitchen table and blankets.

I want a boy to go to the ocean with.

I want a boy who is my best friend.

I want a boy who I can cry in front of.

I want a boy who enjoys listening to Nat King Cole.

I want a boy who sings softly in my ear.

I want a boy who doesn't want me. At least not now....because as of right now I don't want him. I don't want anyone except my sweet sweet Lord.
I realize that I shouldn't have all these preconceptions or requirements for my future guy. If I am meant to be with him then I will. He may not be perfect but he will be perfect for me. I really don't think that at the age of 15 I should be in a relationship. Because when I go out with someone I want it to be real and serious. But right now I don't need anything too serious in my life anyway. I know I am mature but I don't feel it would be good for me where I am in my life. I have the rest of my life to be married why should I be now? And essentially that is what I would be doing. I don't see the point in going out with someone if you don't want to marry them. What you just want to have a good time for a year or two and then poof it's all gone and you move on to someone new ? This doesn't mean you have to marry the first person you go out with, because I don't think that would be a good idea either. This is why we date when we are older and find out who we are compatible with. But why rush things and do it right now. I am not ready to get married are you?
And I'm sure a lot of people are thinking well " I don't want to get married just yet but I don't think that i should deny myself love or happiness."
To this I say are you not loved enough by your family or the Lord?
Do you have to have some guy or girl to love you or to love?
A lot of times people get their feelings mized up. They don't realize that the reason they crave a relationship and love so badly is because they have been spiritually and emotionally starved. You should make sure that the relationships between your friends and family are healthy, otherwise getting a guy or girl in your life just adds confusion and can sometimes lead to the decay of another relationship. Make sure that the ones closest to you will not be the ones to suffer from your need to fill the empty void in your life. I will tell you right now it needs to be filled with Jesus. That is the only way you will never be hungry. His love does not run dry.

"screw your head on straight so it stays"

Sun, 12 Jan 2003 21:48:32 GMT

this weekend was cool.Birthdays are fun.
Sarah and I are going to be coming out with a rap c.d, watch for it in stores summer 2004. WORD.
I spent the night at erin's with all of her t.s.a friends and my heart just cried for them. One girl said "no one will ever love me , i am terrible person." And another time that same girl made the statement, "that's why i never want to be a Christian." It was so painful and challenging. I am glad that i am becoming more in tune with God, to where i notice the little things people do and say, especially when they think their cries are falling on deaf ears. I hear them.

Gee i wish i had someone to go to tbs with...boo...i love them.

Tue, 07 Jan 2003 06:40:02 GMT

I love looking forward to the sunrise as I scrape the ice off of the car window.I love that feeling I get when I am the one who gets the LAST hershey's pie from the snack shop. I love that clean feeling you get from a hot shower. I love knowing that I have friends who would carry me thousands of miles to save me. I love knowing God is always with me. I I love knowing who I am spending eternity with and where. Do you have that security? If not, it's never too late.

Mon, 06 Jan 2003 06:45:17 GMT

isaiah 41:13

the sidewalks are watching me think about you

Tue, 31 Dec 2002 10:10:38 GMT

I didn't cry this Christmas =)
Moving to Puyallup has helped me love and value my family more.
I didn't realize how much i took them for granted.
i went on a road trip to the ocean with my aunt, grandma, grandpa, and uncle to go see relatives.
Fun stuff, seriously it was.

Megan and i are spending new years together watch out.
we are going caroling and possible door to door to sell balloon animals. YES!
in all actuality we will probably just memorize monologues and pray. Her mom won't let us be THAT crazy, will she?

Along with the new year i hope i adopt a new attitude, toward my life and all the people in it.
I hope that in some way i can make a difference in someone's life. I don't want to be a lazy Christian. I hate how i tell my self i will read the bible before i go to bed and then i accidently fall asleep. I need to take action. The time is now.
For soon we will be joining our Lord.
We shouldn't waste our time with hate and anguish. These are only things the devil wants for us. NOT Jesus.
Jesus is cool
he is even MORE cool than my pancreas.

Sun, 08 Dec 2002 06:47:21 GMT

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN SARAH!!!!!I LOVE YOU!!!!

I had a lovely conversation with Sarah today.
We talked about our Lord and Savior.
I love him.
You know you can go through life trying to explain with words how important God is to you, and then you realize....you can't.

Sun, 17 Nov 2002 07:38:49 GMT

I am super cool
last night i went to see harry potter with erin
i wore a robe
i has i scar on my forehead
kids asked their mothers "mommy it isn't halloween why are they dressed up?"
it was cool
but NOT more cool than Jesus
because he is way too cool
i love him

"I can't hear you breathin anymore"

Fri, 08 Nov 2002 19:58:24 GMT

I love those rainy nights in Seattle that aren't warm or cold at the same time. And how the city lights reflect off of the wet pavement. You can smell a sense of independence in the lofty air. I love that feeling you get when you come home from a trip, and you are so relieved when you get back, not because you didn't like you trip, but rather just because NOW you feel like you can finally breathe. It's that feeling you get when you slip into your OWN bed. The comfort and security is priceless. That's how I felt when I was in Seattle, safe to be me.

I saw the frida kahlo exhibit
It was wonderful
she seemed so distant and tortured her whole life
tortured by the fact that she was in physical pain
tortured by the fact that she couldn't bear children
tortured that her love loved others
It was like she was talking to you as you were looking at her artwork.
I took the audio tour, and i kept entering the same number over and over again because it was so cool
it was like you were at the scene of the crime
it was neat it wasn't frieda's artwork but it was still neat
but you know who is way cooler than Frida

that's right folks the ONE the ONLY
JESUS!!!!

Mon, 28 Oct 2002 14:40:29 GMT

oh where oh where has my MORNING INTERNET LOSER CREW gone?
SXC

Sat, 26 Oct 2002 05:40:40 GMT

I want to want it so bad
i want to need it
i can't connect to the world anymore
maybe i should be an astronaut

Ailsa and Jenny yup they rock harder than actual rocks

I love Jesus
and even though right now I am extremely sad
I'm not
because I know the promise I have in the Lord
if you are sad like me too, then talk to Jesus
he will make you feel better
I promise

Tue, 22 Oct 2002 04:01:58 GMT

I hate having the feeling like you are dying inside, both emotionally and physically.
I know that the Lord would never take something away without giving something better in return, and this is truly the attitude I need to have toward Puyallup.
I don't know what exactly the Lord has in mind for me.....but whatever it is it will be good. It will be awesome.
I really feel like the Lord is calling me to ministry.
I know where I am going to college,
Northwest Christian College!
It is in the boonies though, like it's in hicima, Or.
Well okay I made up the "hicima" part but it IS SOMEWHERE in Oregon, I just don't know where...
I don't know if I want to be a minister myself but I am feeling called to this school, and who knows WHAT part of ministry I might go into.
I just love God so much, everyday I wake up, another layer of love is uncovered.
I fall deeper and deeper in love with Jesus.
Man I really do love him
and he loves you so it's all gravy baby.

I know that complaining about your situation isn't the best way to deal with it, so....pleez give me a call sometime it would be nice to hear the sound of your voice again, then maybe it won't seem like we are so far away
I am talking to everyone who reads my lj, for example those on my "friends" list. Such as
DOMINIQUE
AMANDA
JENNY
MACY
TIERRA
GLORIA
MO
AIL-SEE
BOBBY
BENTLY
MAT
if you don;t have my new #
it is (253)845-0804
please pray for me
i love you
Jesus loves you
i will pray for you too